Dreamed and Confused

Disclaimer: I didn’t really want to write this.  I wrote part of it this morning, sent it to my mentor for proofing, she said “I love your honesty…” and I was like, so publish or not?  That led to a whole long conversation, which is included below. If you’ve followed this blog for any length…

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Back from Hiatus

Hey you!  It’s been a while!  How have you been? Me?  Oh, thanks for asking!  I’ve been good.  I feel like I’m at a DA meeting (no, not Dumbledore’s Army – Depressed Anonymous).  “Hi, I’m Anessa,  it has now been 10 days since I last went down.”  Seriously – ten days of not being depressed…

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His Joy Comes in the Morning

(Note: this is slightly more dramatized than it actually was.  Also, I meant to write it yesterday, but circumstances.  And for the first part to make sense, you should read this first.) She found me this morning, sitting in the rain, moisture dripping down my cheeks, muttering angry things at God as I stared at…

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In the Meantime…

Hi!  How are you?  So my last two posts were fairly serious and theological, which I’m not apologizing for at all.  You should go read them if you haven’t yet. “Alright Anessa, you’ve challenged us,” I hopefully imagine you saying, “but what does going ‘all in’ look like in your life?  Are you doing this…

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